we became friends when we were 9.
right before her 23rd birthday, she broke my trust in a way that shattered my world.
we tried to fix things. I was willing to forgive her - but she couldn’t forgive herself for what she’d done.
and because of that, we could never truly come back from it.
It’s been over a year and a half now, and I still miss her.
I kept the presents I picked out for her - they sat in the corner of my room, waiting for a reunion that never came.
recently, I sold a couple of them. gave some away.
even though a part of me still desperately wanted to hold onto the hope that I could give them to her.
I made this piece in hopes of letting go.
I miss her dearly.
but I hope someday, I miss her less.

audio: audio: vangelis - la petite fille de la mer

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