Nice to meet you!
And it's been a while!

My name is Mashiro!

Thank you for opening the description section. т · т🙏🏻⭐️

I've been updating my social media accounts, Twitter and TikTok, but I'm sorry I haven't been able to post on YouTube for a while (T^T)
Thank you so much to everyone who left comments during my hiatus; it made me so happy! 🥹

First of all, there was a reason why I wanted to change my name.

Of course, I was attached to my previous name, but when I contacted companies, they would call me "Potato Gorilla Daimaou," and at some point, I started to feel a kind of vicarious embarrassment. ◀️ Hilarious
A year? I've been wanting to change it for about a while now 🥹

Also, since I've been taking a break from YouTube, I thought this might be a good opportunity to change it, and here I am now 💁‍♀️

I apologize if I confused anyone 😿

Please just think of it as my real name being Mashiro and my nickname being Potato Gorilla Daimaou (≡^.^≡)♪

From here on, I'll explain why I took a break from YouTube and give you an update on my current situation 😽

I haven't mentioned this in particular, but I've been diagnosed with manic depression, also known as bipolar disorder, and I'm currently undergoing treatment 🙀

That was back in 202 I think I was extremely manic in the summer of my fourth year...

From then until fall and October, I fell into an unbelievable level of depression,
the longest and deepest period of depression I've ever experienced. 😿
I changed hospitals and medications around that time, which made me even more depressed, and I think I ended up strangling myself. (◞‸◟)

The new medication didn't agree with my body, and I had terrible side effects.
I felt useless both physically and mentally, and it was really tough. 🥲‎
Then it was the end of the year.
My mind was going crazy to an unbelievable level, and I was no longer in control.
I often wondered if I wouldn't make it through 2024.
I've always had periods of depression and well-being, and I've fought suicidal thoughts many times, but this was the first time I'd ever felt so pressured.
It wasn't a "I want to" thing, it was a "I have to" thing. It was like an obsession, a mission imposed on me by someone else, not my own will.

Since then, I've gradually, gradually, managed to calm down and have reached the present day ( ĭ ⩊ ĭ )🌀

By the way, I'm feeling pretty good now, and my doctor told me that if I feel better for six months, I might try to stop taking the medication. I'm not sure if I can see the light of day or not.👈

Sorry for the long story.

Thank you so much for reading this poorly written piece, full of self-talk.

I'm also working hard to update videos little by little, so I hope you'll wait for them! ^ ̳ට ̫ ට ̳^

I love you so much! ❤︎ Thank you as always!

2025.11.28 Mashiro, also known as the Great Potato Gorilla Demon King

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Please follow me on social media via the links below! 🔗‎𖤐
Please DM me if you have any questions.

❤︎Twitter
twitter.com/mashirohb

❤︎Instagram
www.instagram.com/mashirohb

❤︎TikTok
www.tiktok.com/@seikei_shitai_?_t=8nnbVGmzabo&_r=1

❤︎Rakuten Room
room.raku/ ten.co.jp/room_imogorichan/items

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